I’m writing an article that has no inspiration on it.
This is the only time that I had the chance to write again because now I’m not inspired. For how many years I remain idle in writing something, this was the only time that I wanna write. But this time I’m just not inspired to share anything, but I wanna write something.
I really would like to write something because my mind has so many ideas, but when your body is so fatigued because of training and trying to get back in shape, your ideas will be converted into fuel, to sleep.
I’ve underestimated the concept of the “Nothing Box” because right now I need to get to my nothing box. Literally thinking of nothing at all. My priorities have changed, my goals are now more realistic, and I’m more focused on my Career.
Right now I’m trying to balance my work from my Passion especially now that my work is allowing me to do it. It’s great to have a company that creates programs that will balance out your life. It’s nice because they will make sure that you’re not just working but having fun as well.
Now that I’m independent, I wanna buy all the stuff that I want, eat everything I wanna eat, and Travel to all the places that I want to have memories with, but at the same time having to face my responsibilities and knowing my limitations especially now that I’m taking care of the bills. I wanna make sure that everything is balanced. It’s about having fun and facing the consequences at the same time. Yin and Yang. Perfect balance.
I’m sleepy, I want to sleep, but I need to work. See the difference?